Date:Thursday, July 30
Time:11:47 PM
I shall write in point form today.
Start off- I feel... If im a person with so much depth penned down for the world to see, doesn't it make me so shallow, so surface? Anyway, because i feel like! and i live for the moment, whatever i like at this moment! This are bits and pieces of my life. Feel free to comment its boring and leave.
First off- During DPL i went against something Albert Einstein said.
"intellectual growth should commence at birth and cease only at death"
And what i said... made sense! karuna agrees too! And was actually the lesson of the day.
Let me be happy/show off abit, i actually went against Einstein.
2) I found my missing piece in life. I guess it my friends. I don't get to see them as often now.
I dont get to somehow know (at least see their interactions) who their friends are, i don't
know the little bits in their life now. The people that made me feel most comfortable. When all shit happens, they still make me happy somehow. Books can just numb, not replace. I know i can contact them.... but it feels weird. Torn between yes, and no. I just feel like leaving for awhile.
3) I just feel like doing something weird. Maybe after intern. A tattoo? Body piercing? For fun! These are forms of self-expression okay! You can say i'm surface, i am.
4) I feel like the most carefree person among my friends. Everyone is just soo busy. Moving at
such a fast pace, they don't realise i'm being thrown behind. When they say they are too busy
to do something, they still have something to do. I'm just left with starring at the celling.
You know i can rant a whole chunk more!
especially about friends. haha
5) thanks prop. For making me even more reflective. i learnt alot.
I know i'm lame, frequency abit off.. im trying to accommodate. Maybe, i changed?
6) I miss talking to friend. Why do some people have sooo much troubles? I feel so left out sometimes. Someday.....
its getting shorter and shorter and less coherent. so bye.
