Date:Wednesday, May 6
Time:10:33 PM


These emotional recharges are only one dayed when you know you are just the spare tire. People spare you their happiness/sadness instead of wanting to share them with you. But, i should be happy that I'm that is being spared. At least I'm being appreciated in some ways instead of forgotton, which will soon be the case if.... i know better. haha. laugh it off.

Why focus on all the bad stuff, there's more to life.

Down with a stupid flu and slight fever yesterday. For the first time, my legs hurt like.... It wasn't the muscles, the pain felt like it was comming from inside the muscles. It was so painful i stared walking around, then applying some medicated oil and finally i couldn't take it. I went to find my mom, she helped massage me. After awhile, it really felt better finally went to sleep.

I woke up with the ongoing pain, praying for a seat in the bloody crowed mrt during the peak hour, 8am-.- Sucks, should have got a MC. Starting to slack in lessons -.- tunning out sometimes.. especially in WRITTEN COMM. Shit module. Sian, have to revise soon, i dont want to fall behind.

After some thinking. Instead of wanting to learn JAP, FRENCH, GERMAN or whatever sexy language. I've decided that i shall take SIGN LANGUAGE. Its universal, cool and i dont have a very sexy voice.. so :) It will come very useful one day. Use it to cheat in exams! hahahhaha. Currently, i only know A-Z haha. Starting next monday, looking forward. :)