Date:Sunday, May 17
Time:1:17 AM
I will finish up my cognitive development later. T04 went for our first field visit on Friday. Some of us took our virgin rides (as said by Fiany) on the LRT that day, 15th may 8..... plus am. Haha. Thing started out enthu but it soon.... it started to get boring. Teachers are just repeating and repeating stuffs and i stopped jotting down notes -.- There wasn't alot of chance to interact and play with the kids like i hoped. I like disturbing them :D Went home with a handmade book mark from the kids, a bad of treats and a drawing i got from pestering a girl. Haha
Imagine... having 10 plates of this... free flow! My beloved salmon sashimi seem to have fallen from grace beside the magnificent cold crab. People who are afraid to get their hands dirty, don't bother going cos you will be getting very intimate with the food. Haha. After tons and tons of crab i eventually grew sick of cold crabs....
And again it is resounding in my hollow head, heart.... Filling the emptiness with misery sometimes. Scary thing is, this sadness is the thing that is keeping me motivated. Filling up the spaces with motivation to study and motivation in seeking hope. Hope for a new beginning. Hope in finding my way back into/out of the past. A hope so frail, yet so hard to kill. A hopeful song, stuck in my head -.-
I cant help it. I need to be emo once in a while. lol. But it seems like its better this time. :) So fluent when it comes to writing emo stuffs! Why cant i be so fluent when I'm talking & writing essays?! More corny songs. lol
