A week has passed in school....

Struggling to get to school on time, finding classes and LTs, hoping to blend in and make friends.... I've yet to sleep in any lectures and tutorials and i stopped smsing to the extend that i turn off my phone to concentrate in class. Notes and reflecting. Occasionally.... i might just text abit, its only normal! I'm coming to school earlier compared to my sec life. Today was the only day i was freaking late(45mins) but only cos i didn't on my alarm! Bloody cab cost me 20buck!

Can you believe it? I am actually doing it. I feel the hunger for knowledge, joy of learning and a passion of volleyball. I'm ready to face the tough project works and freaking long reports and essays to write, hope i can continue to motivate myself like this. I see myself struggling in Written Comm!

I'm still trying to make friends... Feel abit friendless now, everything is still quite surface/no dept in rship and there's some segregation now.. lol. I don't understand. Why do they react more to some things, and the kind of reaction. The interaction is still kinda weird, maybe cos i'm the only guy. And i dno if what I'm portraying is bad or something, being a nuisance or what.. Deep down, i just hope to make some good friends. Overall, I'm dam impressed with the poeple of class lah, their strong language and presentation skills, their knowledge and experiences in kids. And... everyone loves kids :)

Shall go volleyball on tuesday cos some classmates agreed to go with me :) Quite happy. Instead, went to meet ting and xianwei. On the bus home, xianwei said some stuffs that make me feel appreciated as a friend. I thought our friendship would only last through the hols, main thing was to keep each other company and after the hols, we would go back to our own lifes... Although we are not that close actually... but, this friendship is not that surface after all..

I hope things work out in school, i want to be accepted. No more lates!