Date:Thursday, April 16
Time:12:50 AM
I woke up at 8 so that i would be on time to school and then, wenfong was late! So we ended up late, and hoped i was later... -.- Talks that i cant remember until a guy called kenny came in to tell us abt his dream to open a school at the age of 19. He actually did it, 3 schools. Which is also my goal! People would call me a copycat now! I didn't! rawr!
During lunch, we were broken down into our dips and i see guys leaving the room one-by-one. I was surrounded by girls. Feeling of getting pwned -.- When i was out, i stood by the door observing. Watching girls flood out of the room, hoping to see some friendly people to join them for lunch. Guys suddenly became very outstanding! Maybe i will become very outstanding too! haha.
There was a bunch of guys, long dyed hair, looks like they think they are dam dua, appearing to be bigger sized and intimidating me -.-'' Why would they join CPEE OR ECH? They have a compassionate heart for the kids oO. Really cannot judge a book by its cover. Haha. This sociable guy talking with lots of people( only left girls) He looks like the kind that will be very popular in school next time. Too sociable and popular... So i just watched them. Then i saw this guy, alone.... a loner like me, someone who appears to be very normal, out casted from everyone. And found someone for lunch and accompanied each other for the later lecture :) Luckily...... And luckily he's a nice person too... Then the few other 2,3 guys who appeared to be alone at the start were suddenly with other people(only left girls-.-)
Going to this humans school is like joining a mega sized interact club. Which is kinda werid in someways. And kinda strange/special to know that someone actually has the same dream as me of helping kids. Kinda cool..
Rawr, if i went for orientation, maybe i would have a clique now. Dosen't matter lah. I've been through worse when i was in swimming, leading a life of a nobody, i think i can live with it... Just need some support from else where. I doubt i will be making much guy friends -.- ECP + CPEE only has 15guys and HUNDRED PLUS GIRLS! faint. My sec school guy friends are very impt now! haha.
Travelled down to bugis to walk.... seriously just walk. Haha, no life. But we had a good talk at least :) School is starting on Monday and I'm having that weird feeling in my stomach. Always happens -.- One more dam impt thing.... screwed body clock -.-
