I attended my first day of school in Ngee Ann. I was about to call someone to talk the night before until, i decided not to disturb their busy life and clammed myself to sleep.

I walked into a class of 19girls. 1guy. I didn't know this course will be like that! Why no guys choose this course one! I don't think I'm weird. Unique. Actually the problem is not that, its all girls. Its that, i don't really have people to click in in class. For now.

Being the only guy, maybe they would expect stuffs? The typical stereotypes, which i don't think i am -.- No cars and soccer for me. haha. I'm not the loud outgoing type of person that would joke and make the class laugh, in or out of class, either. I would just sit, and hope the teacher wont notice me, and skipping class won't be a problem then. Haha. How to now! Teacher sure spot me lah! I'm just a simple and plain balloon.

Everyone presents and articulate very well lah! They do presentation so naturally. And they know how to put their observation into words and express themselves. They seem to be very observant. Me? I only know how to play with kids. Haha.

This course is all about kids and i fell like I've just entered a kindergarten. Even the classroom and setting feels like one. Singing kids songs, playing some games..

Spending 3 years like that is going to be long. I really need your help for emotional support as a friend when i need them, wonder if you could/would be there.