Date:Monday, March 2
Time:11:56 PM




Either she's really ageing, or im just getting worried for nothing.
Whatever, i hope she or they dont start reading this in the office
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My mom is already in her fifties. She always appears to be strong, and she looks like 40+, but her age is really catching up on her. More white hairs are appearing, and i have no idea how much there is cos she just keep dying it. lol. Sometimes, she forgets stuffs. Not that always remember things but.... lol. She always forgets switch is connected to which light! And she just forgot what happened in the drama show she watched last friday! She only remembered them after a few proms. And then, she dont remember what she said! Maybe she wasn't paying attention to what she was saying... Her birthday is this saturday, means she's getting older. OLDER. Im, scared..


I'm loving this phone, samsung F480! This phone is 300bucks!! Actually, i hoping my mom would buy me that, or maybe i would pay for half, haha! but.... forget it. My mom just told me that, i've spent alot of her money recently... Indeed i have, but i didn't really ! (My room furniture spoilt, changing the furnitures in my room cost... quite abit. Repaired my specs + making a new one, got offer, about $100. And then, the lesson -.- 200plus.) So, i can forget getting my phone, or anything else... Stick to that kuku phone now. Since im working at ritz!!! Im gona save up for this phone or maybe, something cheaper. Im not getting pants anymore, i shall stick to the oversized pants i goped from uncle huixian, wear it to work. lol.

Sometimes, im quite jealoused. I really get alot of monthly allowance... I dont really get to spend with that appetiate of mine. I dont own IPODS, ITOUCH or stuffs like that, and i never asked my parents to buy any of such for me. I see lots of people carring them around. I never asked for PSP, PLAYSTATION, GAMEBOY since i was a child, no matter how muched i like them. I see kids with psp on the road, friends owning a WORLD TOUR SET(wth?) I dont go around buying clothes that has a wow on the price tag! Friends, cousins ? Pick, pick, pick... BUY. And they already have so much!

I know i wasted alot of money on my parents the day i was born! I'm not asking for anything, just jealoused... that's all... I wish i could splurge all they want! who wont?